Narnia is in my en-suite

I am so glad I am in the habit of keeping a diary of appointments etc. Whenever I sit down to write, the first thing I have to do is go back and look to see what I’ve been doing over the last few weeks. Otherwise it would just be a blog about what I have done in the last few hours and even that might be shaky. It’s a week with few appointments – just 4 by my count. It starts off with a visit to my local GP to ask about a second opinion from another oncologist. For some reason, I feel a little bad about this, even though it is obviously vital I have the right person looking after me. The more I think about Virgil, the more I know I wanted him to be the right person. My previous oncologist was already thinking ahead when she heard of clinical trials and keeping me in mind for things whereas I feel a little like something on a conveyor belt with him. See patient – tick! Arrange treatment – tick! See patient again in 3 months – tick! There is nothing in between. Not once does he check my lungs to hear how they are performing. It’s just not good enough. So my GP who seems genuinely nice agrees immediately to refer me and knows of the oncologist I am asking for. He thinks it’s perfectly reasonable, too, which helps. We then have to rush home in time for a visit from the community nurse, Wendy. She is also very nice and takes lots of notes and is very keen to help in any way she can. I say I don’t think I need her services at present but it’s good to know there are people just a phone call away who know about my situation and are happy to offer advice or come out to see me. And, surprisingly, it’s a 7 days a week service which I am very impressed by. She offers at one point to check my pressure points – areas where I may develop sores from lying or sitting in one position for too long. Obviously she just wants to see my bum. I deny her this treat but tease her with “maybe another time”. Honestly, the lengths people go to.

Tuesday is my birthday and we start with a verse of Happy Birthday sung by Mr Mason snr and, for once, he doesn’t do it in a silly way and for some reason I am very touched. I get a lovely cameo brooch/pendant from Mr and Mrs Safaie, a ring from Mr Mason and some incredibly luminous orchids from Mr Mason jnr. The card with it reads “Mother, Happy Birthday, Son”. As ever, he is economical with words. I also have a surprising present of money from my Dad. I can’t remember the last time I received a present of any kind from him so I am both startled and touched. I have an echo first thing and am miffed because the technician will not tell me my ejection fraction. Now, if I know the term ‘ejection fraction’, I probably have some understanding of what it means but she will not budge, even when I tell her it’s my birthday. Everywhere does something a little differently as I was told immediately what the result was at my previous hospital. I am trying very hard not to keep saying “When I was in London” or “at my previous GP/hospital” as I imagine it is very galling and I don’t want to come over as a snotty Southerner. After this, we head off to some Antique shops at Hemswell Cliff and browse around to our heart’s content. The day is stormy and cool, perfect for leaving the dogs in the boot together. They are starting to settle in a little more although Archie can be a bit of a bully and Lark is wary of him at times. She is sensible, though, and he is not a mean dog so they will be fine together. Mr Mason thinks she has settled in so well he decides not to wake her to put her in her crate overnight. On coming downstairs, we discover she has removed the bottom 12″ of our vertical blinds on one side of the sitting room window, presumably so she can see out better.IMG_20150521_102502095_HDR

On our way home, we see the Red Arrows have been alerted to my birthday and are doing an impressive display with 2 teams. I try to capture some of it on my phone through the car windscreen but the photos don’t come out well, as you can see. Still, it is the thought that counts. We drive home listening to the bumper CD of Novelty Songs given to us by Mr Neary. It’s a good day.

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And so, finally, to Narnia. For some reason, the psychotic cat has always had a thing about bathrooms. I remember years ago a friend telling me that one of her 15 cats, Florence, used to dash into the bathroom the moment the door was open to do a wee. I thought it was hilarious at the time but think it less amusing when the psychotic cat shows similar tendencies. Since moving, as you know, she has had something of a personality transplant and has eschewed the use of a tray but has gone freestyle, using the garden like a normal cat. But she still has not shaken her love of bathrooms. Our main bathroom is enormous with a double shower and huge rolltop bath and she quite likes it but not as much as the en-suite. If I get up in the night, she jumps off the bed to accompany me, desperate to get in there and then, once there, she looks a little disappointed and can’t wait to get out again. But she does this repeatedly. Whatever she expects to be on the other side of the door just isn’t and she is either an eternal optimist or forgetful. I think it’s something like Narnia and she just has to wait for the right time to come around when she will be swept off into a cat paradise, whatever that might mean to her. And her enthusiasm has started to rub off on me a little. Perhaps one day I’ll open it and Narnia really will be in my en-suite.


The birthday blog

Following on from my Royal Progress, I decide to have a Royal Birthday which involves several days of celebration rather than just one, like common people 🙂

We begin on Friday with the Alt J gig at Brixton Academy. Being on the guest list courtesy of their singer, Joe, means we don’t get to queue with the majority of people but go in through the stage door and then swerve off to the grandly named VIP bar. We buy a drink each and marvel at the extortionate prices and then go to take our seats. The security guard examines our wristbands (one for the bar, one for the reserved seating) and says loudly and with much joy “You are very special people, you know?” to which we demur. We take our seats, Mark being taken with a fit of vertigo which means he has to sit splayed across 3 seats in an attempt to stay in his seat rather than be splattered on the floor when the balcony collapses. I sit gingerly on the seat next to him. After a while, he relaxes a little and I am able to claim the whole of my seat. Periodically a security guard comes to check we have the right wristbands on and have not sat in the reserved seats simply because we can no longer stand. We are joined by another middle aged couple and we eye each other, wondering who each of us is there for. The man leans towards me. “Who are you here for?” he asks. I explain in a complicated way that our son lives with Alt J’s keyboard player, Gus, but that Joe has arranged for us to be on the guestlist. They explain they are parents of the bass player, Gwil, and we discuss the meteoric rise they have experienced since they released their first single. They have been touring solidly for months and will not have any time off until October. It all seems exhausting and we wonder about the damage it may do, crossing so many time zones so frequently. They are clearly hugely proud of their son, and rightly so. Before we leave we make use of the VIP toilets. VIP only in the sense that there is no queue but needed, nonetheless.

The audience is mixed in age but clearly knows the songs and sings along, enthusiastically. Joe skips a few sections so the audience can sing instead. The ultimate karaoke. I wonder how it must feel to be in that position – to have people singing your words and music back at you.DSC01173

On the way home we are entertained by some young men in the tube carriage who seem to have had a drink or two. But they are pleasantly inebriated and are just enjoying themselves without impinging on others too much. One young man, a bearded version of Professor Brian Cox, decides we should all be treated to an enthusastic demonstration of his pole dancing skills. They are poor but very entertaining. Despite encouragement to try going upside down, he contents himself with wiggling his way down the pole until he is sitting on the floor of the carriage. His friend, tired of his encouragement falling on deaf ears, decides he will turn himself upside down on a pole next to his seat. Of course, the moment he does so, his friend de-bags him immediately, treating us all to a view of his bare bottom. This he thrusts into the lap of a girl sitting next to him who, I hope, he knows quite well. She squirms and pulls faces which indicate she would rather be a million miles away. It makes the journey time go much more quickly and I would like more in-car entertainment in future although bare bottoms would not be obligatory.

On Saturday we arrange to go to the local pub for their beer festival with some friends. Not considering how popular it might be, we arrive to find the place packed with families and couples and barely a seat to be had. Eventually we find a table with 4 adults and 1 child sitting there and 4 spare seats. I ask if we may use a couple of seats and they agree and then look at us as though we have invaded their territory, waving flags and marching. Despite being in conversation, I can’t help but eavesdrop a little and find their language shocking, particularly with a small child at the same table. It culminates when one, the father I presume, calls the child ‘knobhead’ in an affectionate way. I almost choke on my beer. But I am wearing my tattoo sleeve and feel I look sufficiently hard enough to scare them so we stay seated and continue our conversation, despite the hard looks we are being thrown. Our friends arrive and we ask politely if we can use the remaining 2 chairs. The response is positive although I sense there is eye-rolling behind our backs. We persist for one drink, during which one of my friends has her chair jolted repeatedly as they lean on it, kick it and push backwards and forwards past it. We decide we have fronted it out for long enough and beat a hasty retreat to one of the local curry houses where we eat an enormous meal and top it off with a complimentary liqueur.

Sunday is the day and I wake later than usual. Mark asks if I want a cup of coffee and while he makes it, I go to the loo. When I return to bed, Fran is standing there with my birthday cards. She travelled down from Northumberland overnight so she would be with me on my birthday and I am so very happy to see her. She climbs into bed and when Mark brings my coffee, I open my cards and presents. Fran and I take Dog out while Mark hoovers the sitting room and when we return, Ollie and Becky are also there. Dog is ecstatic to see so many of the pack in one place at one time. We drink wine, eat lunch, talk and laugh and laugh. During the afternoon, our friends bring me a handmade card with a photoshopped me on the front in royal regalia. It is a lovely, lovely day.